Lightning.

I have been complaining about having nothing to write for the past five hours.

I always thought not very much of those bands that Chloe (a huge fan of BVB) listens to. Though, one person, caught my eye, Andy Biersack. I always thought "Boy, they send such good messages, but it probably isn't my style." I was wrong. Oh, so very wrong. What he said during an interview, it just struck me, like lightning. And everything he said was, well, glorious. Like that the smartest people could inform themselves. Or that there are no rules you need to follow or of the like, like saying oh you can stay strong as long as you love Jesus. And he made this band because their were no rich, rock characters with a message he could relate to. He said that if you wanted to dress like a giraffe every day to school if that's what you wanted. And I loved how he said that with all seriousness. They're not religious, nor Satanic. The message was to always be yourself. A smile crept onto his face as someone told him that the band was nearly a religious figure, saying that if a kid would have to think opf it as that, then he'd rather that than listening to some band without a message. And as for suicide, is that no matter how dark it gets, you have to find a personal strength. Those other bands don't mention any of that, and life is good, you just have to make it that way. You have to find strength within yourself to rise out of the darkness. He said strong people will rise out of it. I will be one of those strong people. He talked about one of their albums, that we return from our lives, from work and school, wounded because people will try to knock us down, and wound us, and at the end of the day, we stitch ourselves up and get back on the battle field.

I haven't been very consistent with updating this blog, but I have written a buttload, and I really want to publish these journals that I write in as books, and I want them to read it and know that, when I make it, they are the reason that the book will merely exist.