yo! its been so long!!!!!!!!

 Hi! Sorry I haven't posted in such a long time! I was really busy and Middle shool just started and everything is hectic! I like middle school so far- but there are couple perks!

  So their is this guy and he is my locker neighbor and whenever i go to my locker either he is blocking my locker or it is his binder or his friends!  The parargraph in green is our past relationship.

   His name is Max . He looked - to me - like handsome Thai prince. But i did not notice that until 3rd grade. My friend somehow conviced me he liked me.  Eversince, i loved him! In the middle of 4th grade, i finally asked him out. He said yes ! It took a LOT of effort. But he said yes and i was over joyed! But, a day later , he dumped me. I tryed over and over again but the answer stayed the same so I eventually got over it . Then I met Tyler! He was always there, but i never really payed attention to him.Until a chilly September day. We  sat at the same table in art class. He seemed pretty nice so, yeah, why not give it a shot? He said yes and we dated for almost half a year- I tried to ask Max again- but then we got back together. But even though i was with Tyler, I always got nervous and tense around him and i still am.

Tyler is was still on vacation, but he came back today. he did not say anything to me though. Are we still dating? Is he mad at me bcoz I did not call him in the summer?  (Well that actually his fault bcoz he didn't pick up!) Any way, yeah ,that's why i don't like Max or going to my locker.

Plus i can't get my locker open! I always need to ask Mr.Smith to open it with his key! Ugh! I can't concentrate on one topic- tyler sits right in front of me. Everybody is crowding around him. Especially Lindzey! she always tried to flirt with him last year too! So far, Tyler hasn't even waved to me or said hi! I. FEEL. SO....MISERABLE!!!!   and the only reason I still ike Max is because.... he is really cute! But he is actually really cocky , mean and arrogant! Plus, I demolished all of my chances of being with him.

Oh! I'm also doing hip hop dance classes with my friend, Dylan ( she is a girl) 

 

   

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My sister recentlyjust made a blog too! Her username is inthebackground ! But right now she is going crazy and fretting about what to do with her story and she is pacing around the room, like a nervous soon to be father that has mental issues which result to her talking and mumbling to herself. Which, in my opinion, is pretty hilarious.

Hi! I am strawberrystarheart!

Hi! I am strawberrystarheart! I started this blog because i want to be an author when i grow up ! i know this might sound childish but, hey! A girl can dream right?  So , i have a whole bunch of books in my tiny, cramped, room that i barely used up. So i got them all out on my desk and started thinking "Hm... what can i do with these books?" .  I opened one and looked at the blank pages. " Who knew all of the possibilities of  beautiful peices of art work started out blank? "  So  far i had labeled one for writng and learning new languages and one for taking notes on how to draw manga. " it's almost like a project ." , i thought.   Well, if it is a project, it should have a name!   Blank Space Project!

 

So! I am still planning BSP out! Hey if you are interested , and want to help, I have a Hatena blog, so friend me and we can chat ( AAAAAAAGH! eirlier i could not firgure out how to disable the italics! Please help me with that too!  )    Well! Until next time my butterflies!